Friday, May 25, 2012

There's a Light

Sometimes from the darkness there comes a light.  I've spent much of the last month volleying between the emotions of sadness, bitterness, and anger.  Somedays I'm doing well and I'm happy and hopeful about the future.  Other days, like when I find out someone is "oopsie" pregnant, it sends me into a tailspin of anger, guilt, and pain.

But lately, there's been more good days than bad and I feel like I'm coming to a better place in this journey.

Also, the methotrexate shot worked and all my restrictions have been lifted.  I can drink, exercise, have sex and not be afraid that I'm going to explode.

And ::whispers:: someone put an offer on the house and we accepted.  We completed attorney review and are currently in the midst of a whole gaggle of inspections.  I wasn't going to say anything yet because I know that things can fall through at any moment and I've frankly had my fill of telling people something good just to replace it with something bad.  But, guys, I'm excited.  Like really excited to look forward to the next chapter of our lives.  A new house, and after 3 periods, a new baby.

It's thrilling to come out of the darkness with a little light to guide the way.
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5 comments:

Madonna said...

Very happy for all of the light that has entered your life! What a great way to kick off the weekend.

Ariel @ Dreams To Do said...

Yay! Yay! Yay! That's super exciting about your house! & that you are feeling better! :-)

Hope you have a fabulous long weekend!

Tammy said...

AAAH! That's AWESOME news about the house offer! Woo Hoo! Definitely exciting. Cheers to good things coming your way!

lady gray said...

i love everything here, friend. :) YAY and big hugs coming your way!

Stefani said...

So glad that you're coming out of the darkness, it takes a while but the good days start to outnumber the bad ones...

And congrats on the house! We are just starting the process of selling ours, buying land, and building our dream home... scary and stressful process for sure!

Take care of you!!

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